Thursday, June 02, 2005

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i haven't experienced this in quite awhile. ever since she stepped into my life, everything around me blossomed. i felt so appreciated,as she was there to listen. she was the one who could understand me.
i dont need a diary to paint my feelings, when i can just tell her everything, i can even tell her she's my everything. i feel like a little boy when im with her. i dont know whether when i hold her hand, she would feel uncomfortable, whether im holding it too tight. or whether the little silly things i do would make me look like a fool.
i've never felt so good abt someone before. i can feel the vibe between me and her, & at times she told me to move on and not wait but i just cant. i wanted her to see that, im really serious about this and im not just looking for a fling. i never gave up or moved on simply bcos i truely felt that we can make something out of this, i really felt true love is happening.

everyone has their past, & i hope she's able to forget mine and think abt us.
as... i love her, and i want the best for her, my baby. you make me feel brand new.
and now i longed to hold you in my arms and tell you that you're truely something.

baby i love you. 'if we are what we were meant to be, we would be truly soaring'
she's my heart, my soul, my strength, my star, my love & my everything. iloveyou. 020605.

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